Angelic Wave

2007-05-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

Ability

Ability is to look at a blank page,
And create a poem.
Ability is to stare into the eyes of fear,
And come out stronger because of it.
Ability is to walk into a room of strangers,
And come out with friends.
Ability is to admit you are wrong,
When you are wrong.
Ability is to get back up,
When you fall down.
Ability is to believe,
When every thing seems lost.

Ability - a simple word, with a complex meaning.
For many, ability is never found, but for all, ability is within.
Ability stares everyone in the face at one time or another.
Whether your ability is how well you shoot hoops,
How well you flip at dancing,
How smart you are at school.
You have ability.
For some, ability is lost by never trying.
Whether never trying to shoot one more time,
Never trying to bend a little more,
Or never trying to score higher in school.

Ability is within.
Ability is yours.

-Selina E. Matis

just a nice prose i read somewhere.

2007-04-24T21:41:00.000+08:00

i really miss the old times.

2007-02-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

and here i am to post again.
how weird..
i keep getting the urge to blog. haha
anyway..
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1027879546389218797&q=global+dimming
theres something you wanna watch if you have some spare time.
it's about global dimming (duh. it says it in the title)
and it's about 50mins long. so yea.
it's interesting if you ask me.
been reading/watching lots of stuff these days..
maybe to distract myself from the things that are going on..
but whatever..
hmm.. today was kinda normal i guess..
if you exclude all the presents and stuff at least.
hope you all enjoyed the cornflake cookies that i made.
honestly though, v day should be called waste of time/money day =/
cause, if your with someone, why do you need a day when your forced to give them something?
after all, if you love them, you should be doing that often enough anyway.
oh well, but, it seems that most of the presents were for friends..
but still, it's kinda weird we have a day where..
weeee! lets all go and spend money on useless things!
haha, k. that was just random crap.
and to lengthen my rather short post, here's just some stuff i read recently...

Let's face it: English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplant or ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins were not invented in England or french fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies, while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat.

We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square, and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig. And why is it that writers write, but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce, and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So, one moose, 2 meese? Is cheese the plural of choose?

If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?

In what language do people recite at a play, and play at a recital? Ship by truck and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? Park on driveways and drive on parkways?

How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another? Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds? Why is "abbreviation" such a long word?

When a house burns up, it burns down. You fill in a form by filling it out and an alarm clock goes off by going on.

When the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible. And why, when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I end it?

-Taken from http://www.interweavers.com/brett/humor/index.html

lots of dumb and funny stuff there if you wanna have a good laugh.

2007-02-08T17:21:00.000+08:00

it seems the impossible has happened and i'm updating. wow!
haha, anyway..
had the sudden urge to update my tunefeed as they had re-designed it.
however...
the new design doesn't allow you to skip songs.. which kinda sucks after i uploaded quite a few..
anyway, hope you enjoy it.

Edit : hmm.. just found out how to skip songs. at the topmost part where it says no artwork, you can see something at the right side of it. that's the next song. click on it to go to the next song and it will give a 3d effect of it moving. enjoy ^^

2006-11-30T09:06:00.000+08:00

lol..
since it's my bday..
shall stop being lazy and post for once.
haha.
anyway, thanks to the 2 people who msg-ed me at midnight lol.
and the one person who fell asleep doing so. lol
not much to blog about anyway..
and sianed on tml.. got band in the morning so the class party i'll have to go myself in the afternoon.
that sucks =/
mel you better be packing your holiday stuff today and going tml.
lol
ytd went to sembawang.
omg so far la >.<
went there to celebrate mr chew's birthday. lol
also saw nonami when we were there. haha
and..
i probably won't be doing any quizzes.
since their just a waste of time.

2006-11-18T08:47:00.000+08:00

FINAL FANTASY FESTIVITIES TAKE OVER TIMES SQUARE AS NEW YORK DECLARES OCTOBER 11 AS FINAL FANTASY XII DAY

In recognition of the success of the FINAL FANTASY® series and in conjunction with the highly anticipated launch of FINAL FANTASY XII on October 31, 2006, NYC & Company, the city's official tourism marketing organization, dedicated to building New York City's economy will declare October 11, 2006 to be FINAL FANTASY XII Day. This prestigious honor highlights the impact that Square Enix Inc., the publisher of Square Enix™ interactive entertainment products in North America, and the FINAL FANTASY franchise have had on gaming and the digital entertainment community.

hmm.. extremely weird thing that i just happened to stumble across.
never ever expected that something like that could ever happen lol.
anyway, maybe it'll happen for singapore too?
haha

2006-11-16T15:38:00.000+08:00

alright. better post this before i forget =P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LQ!

actually. thats all i wanted to say
so bye =P

2006-11-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

tagged by my mei to do this. avoided one mei but got tagged by the other >.<

1.Your age...14yrs minus 15days
2. I am listening to... Life and Death by Noir7
3. Maybe I should... go play game instead
4. I love... my meimeis =D
5.My bestfriend(s)... the 4
6. I don't understand... why i am doing this.
7. I lost... my dreams. don't remember what i dreamt of last night. though i remembered it in the morning >.<
8. People say you... are a SOTONG!
9. Love is... mutual.
10. Somewhere, someone is... celebrating their birthday.
11. I will always... think of her. =)
12. Forever seems... to be never. (yay an oxymoron! =P)
13. I never want to... be alone.
14. My mobile phone... is red!
15. When I wake up in the morning... i will think of her.
16. I get annoyed when... someone is being an idiot.
17. Parties are.. a waste of time unless they are fun.
18. My pets are...dead.
19. Kisses are the best when... their with someone you love.
20. Today I... went to IMM to get killed by boredom.. also went to band
21. Tomorrow I will... play game. lol xD
22. I really want... somebody to love.
you got to pass this to 3 ppl.. or u will be "unlucky" forever.pass down to:
1)Jeff
2)Aishah
3)Ji Xiang

2006-11-14T09:37:00.000+08:00

okay, im tagged by Yanwah to do this. ( yes, im in shock and horror as well ) (not..lol)

full name: Quan Yewei Darrin

backwards: Nirrad Iewey Nauq

were you named after someone?: Don't think so?

meaning of your name: No idea for my english name

nickname/screen name: =P ( this is for me to know and for you to find out )

nick: ( for me to know and for you to find out )

screen name: ( whats this? )

birthday: 30 November 1992

place of birth: SGH i think

nationality: singaporean

current location: Somewhere in outer space. maybe on pluto. or jupiter

star sign: sagittarius

religion: free thinker

height/weight: ( thats for me to know and for you to find out )

shoe size: 7+

hair colour: black

face inherited from: Mother

iinie or outie: both

lefty or righty: righty

gender: male.

bestfriends/trust most: Yanwah, Yanni, Jeff, Aven ( the 4 )

guy friends: go count them yourself

greatest buddies: the 4, kelvin, nic teo, hansen

bf or gf: none.

crush: somebody.

parents: Mr and Mrs Soon.

worst enemy: Something/Somebody

best online guy/girl: umm.. Yanwah or Yanni i guess.

greatest advicer: the 4

crying partner: the 4

any sisters/brothers: 2 adopted sisters. 1 real brother, 1 real sister.

any pets: Used to have fishes.. want a rabbit.

any disease: Siao-kao disease

pagers: -

telephone: 6******3

cellphone: 9******2

pool or hot?: ( explain please? )

a car: a car that gives me magical powers =P

driving: give me a lisence and i'd hit the road!

own room: yes. recently inherited from my brother =P

schools: Zhangde primary & Clementi town secondary ( whee!~ )

colour: sky blue and bright orange.

relationship with parents: great for now =)

believe in yourself: depends on what.

love at first sight: yes. though it depends

listening ears: the 4, and a few others.

get along with parents: currently, yes.

prayers/pray: that all my wishes will come true! =D

believe in reincarnation: of course.

a teaser?: abit? =P

loves hanging on the phone: depends on the person, but most of the time yes

getting married?: Hopefully. Don't wanna stay single my whole life.

loves driving: If go-karting is considered driving.. yes =P

motion sickness: Slightly, but only for long journeys, or going up a mountain when i'm sleeping. i'll wake up vomitting.

eat stem of brocolli: yeap.

eat chicken with fork: huh? what's the point of this question? but yes.

dream in colour: hmm.. i think so.. a black and white dreams seems pretty dull to me.

type your fingers on home role: huh?

sleep with stuffed animals?: 2 beside me. those who see me on msn will know them. the pig and bear =)

person who sleeps next to you: no one.

on the walls of your room: Yellow and brown

On your mousepad: My mouse. duh?

dream car: Magic car! xD

dream date: romantic and with the person i like.

honeymoon spot: Somewhere nice and peaceful.

dream husband/wife: yet to be thought of.

amunder you bed: Queen size. (think this is what it means?)

single most important qns: why.

bad time of the day: When i fall asleep in the afternoon and wake up after it.

worst fear: having a fear.

theme songs: not sure...

hardest thing about growing up: hmm.. finding out how immature you were when you were young

Funniest/scariest experience: Dreams. but shall not elaborate.

silliest experience: umm. lots of them. mostly involves me doing something stupid cause i was blur at that time.

worst feeling: Depression.

greatest feeling: being loved.

list 5 people whom u want them do to this survey.

*Yanni

*Melvin (i don't care. you better open back up your blog to do this xD) (joking just in case you don't realise it.)

*Aishah

*Anyone who wants to do it.

*Everyone else seems to have been tagged by it already anyway.

2006-11-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday had band..
and yet AGAIN i have to go and clean the band room..
sigh..
stupid la..
cannot believe it T_T
oh well.. we finished pretty fast and slacked the rest of the time, listening to song =P
then afterward..
i got convinced to go to the NCO camp POP.
dumb seats..
again like primary sch band room liddat.
butt pain >.<
cause we went early with the swiss winds
waiting forever for them to start la..
but was not bad..
tho 3-4 squads of drum majors doing mace work is kinda fun to watch haha
and the band majors..
wow, memorising so many songs in 5 days?
must not have been easy..
also had free food for dinner!
weee =D
anyway..
went to JP for lq's birthday..
watched the covenant..
k bah, not that bad..
though it's crazily loud..
went deaf inside =P
after that walked around like crazy..
and lq cannot decide what she wants for her bday..
so i still owe her a present >.<
and and and!
yan wah.
u still want the ultra cute bear anot? =X

2006-11-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

hmm..
just switched over to the blogger beta after the post which you can see below..
wierd if you ask me..
it's as if the google has bought over blogspot?
because i certainly don't remember that happening..
but switching over to blogger beta..
you need a google account to do so..
hmm..
but yea.. it seems they made the template area easier to manipulate?
but haven't tested it out yet..
and and and authors can now put restrictions on who can see their blog!
but i don't really want to do that.. cause then everyone will have to log in before they can see the blogs.. which is slightly a waste of time.. =/

2006-11-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

better start writing in better english..
cause half singlish sounds wierd..
lol..
alright, two days ago went to band..
upper sec had class so it was only the lower sec..
really sucked..
sounded like crap =/
had helped melvin bring over QM stuff from the band store to the primary sch..
but in the end..
HAD TO CARRY BACK
my god man..
you can die carrying the boxes..
then after that helped them clean out all the stuff from the band room.
didn't do much other then disassembling the percussion stuff..
which NONE of them came.
oh well..
after done with that started slacking, when alvin discovered the soccer ball lol..
then nic, alvin and me started playing lol..
(nic got owned, but shall not say anymore before he comes after me, lol)
then afterward at about 4.30 went for lunch.. more rather like tea?
haha..
anyway, mathias, if you want your testi your gonna have to tag me xD
and emelia, heres your testi ^^

Emelia. can't really remember when i met you? and how.. but the year with you has been really fun.. and with you always taking pictures of everybody in the whole class.. haha.. really funny person who always seems to be happy haha.. but yea, stay happy~!

Kelvin. He who has requested for a longer testi.. hmm.. seriously, i don't know what else to write.. and and and, you yourself hasn't written any other testi for anyone!!! go write.. you already have a blog, so you have absolute..umm.. ZERO reasons not to =P but yea.. you've seriously got the cutest bunnies ever >.< darnnit.. if next year dun go same class.. den how to go your house see your bunnies!! omg. haha.. hmm, did i forget to mention how rich u are? lol but yea.. remember lit skit that time? we at your house then keep koping all your food and drinks.. so funny la.. den actual day itself.. LOL. so many people saw u in skirt, so funny lah.. and seriously, if u grow out long hair and wear makeup and continue wearing that skirt, nobody will ever notice anything different.. other than the fact that your a girl then. lol =P alright, anyway i'm outta things to crap about.. and i think this will be long enough for you? ^^ friends forever =D

2006-11-06T18:32:00.000+08:00

alright..
since sooo many people are like.. posting about stuff on others..
might as well do it
and since SOMEBODY...
called me an idiot..
i shall do the names..
in
A!
B!
C!

and umm.. please just read through your own and not the whole list =/ yea thanks! and if u dun see your name there, lemme know.. cause this is just who i can think of at the moment.

lol
k so first up..

Aven. hmm, a great friend throughout this 2 years (tho mostly only this year) also chose the same subject combi as me! haha anyway, hopefully you won't change that much during this holidays ^^ friends forever!

Bryan. though lots of people dun like you.. your still someone i consider a friend.
whom i like to bully. lol kk just joking.. but yea try maturing abit more and people won't hate you that much.

Chang Wen. haha another good friend to crap with. lol.. anyway, had lots of fun with you too ^^ but must jia you and chase after HER hor lol

Chun Ming. hmm didn't really know you for very long, except having you as a seating partner for a semester.. tho we kept changing seats haha.. but dun really know you very well.. so can't write much.. but we had a few good laughs together.. haha

DaBian Brain. lol kk nobody else to take the space of D.. so shall replace Melvin with dabian since he likes it so much.. anyway, a good friend though u've been very mood swingy last few months.. but seems like your back to your normal crapping nowadays.. hope you stay that way =D

E

F

G

Hane. the ex-discipline head. haha anyway, good friends yea? but umm.. you get angry abit too fast.. just abit. lol =P anyway.. good luck in your studies yea?

Hansen. the pro saxophonist/guitarist/pianist/harmonicarist(is there even such a word? LOL) kk anyway, yea the ultra rich kid music pro! lol but yea, a great friend.. but seriously, u get depressed for very long periods of time. try to cheer up more ^^ friends forever!

Issac. don't know you much either, but i do know you can be extremely funny at times =D but yea.. stop being so gangsterish.. it's bad.

Ivan. the class chairperson! haha at first i really thought u were those super guai kind of people.. but after knowing u longer, haha your a really fun guy to be around! =D

Jeff. haha one of my best friends too! had so much fun sitting next to you. remember chionging through the maths book? haha and talking throughout the whole class ^^ sadly we might not be in the same class next yr.. oh well.. had lotsa fun with u this 2 yrs tho =D friends forever ^^

Kelvin. the ultra tall guy of the century. lol kk thats lame, but yea why are u so tall!?!?!? lol just joking. but uh.. your just really fun to be around with jeff also.. but wahlaos leh your 2. always pang seh me during recess.. lol haha.. dun keep ponning your cca oso la, later they kick you out then u know.. anyway, hopefully maybe next yr can still go out together ^^

Liang Qian. lol this was a last minute adding.. can't believe i forgot yours! lol =P hmm.. soo yea.. it's almost your bday! tell me what you want kay? if not very hard for me to buy.. lol =P soo.. don't really know you very well.. but i do know u can be EXTRMEMELY wierd at times.. lol =P but yea.. funny girl to be around ^^

M

Nicholas Teo. teo-er. haha.. meeting you was really strange. cause i dun remember how we met. tho i do remember that we became friends during one of the first band pracs? haha.. but yea.. i remember last time someone saying, that we were talking so much that he thought we were primary sch friends and knew each other already ^^ really the best lamer i know! haha and wonderful company to have too =D friends forever!

O

P

Q

Renzo. thoroughly and absolutely disappointed in u. u were one of my best friends in sec one. nvr knew u would become like this in sec two.. though i know that if u really want to, you can still revert this.. and if your reading this, i seriously hope that u will.. cause you really were one of my best friends..

Shi Yun. oh boy.. here comes the... a hum... lol kk joking =P but yea.. another fun person in the class! but yea, had lotsa fun kicking her chair! haha but yea.. great fun to talk to whenever i'm bored.. also possesses the insane ability to talk non-stop for hours on end. lol! xD

Thuzar. met you through hane i believe? abit insane sometimes.. also likes SOMEONE but doesn't wanna admit lol.. anyway, had great fun crapping with u too ^^

U

V

Weilong. ahh the grade A retard! lol really the best dota player i've ever seen, and also abit short-tempered sometimes.. but really darn funny to talk to in class too haha.. dun understand how u can stand being so retarded in class.. lol =P

X

Yanni. my best meimei ever! haha =D but yea, had sooo much fun talking to you throughout this whole year.. you've really helped me through lots and i really wanna thank u for it ^^ the time shortly after i met you was really one of my most depressed times.. tho u prob didn't know it because i hid it.. y it was depressing? i think you know.. but yea.. hopefully you won't change from your hyper self =) love ya lots~! =D

Yang Wah Wah. haha the name's just a joke =P but yea.. my newly adopted mei! xD really grown to know you more through these few weeks ^^ finding out what a fun person you were is kinda of a shock haha but yea.. cheer up kay? and³ (probably only she will understand this lol) , being depressed really suck.. but always know that no matter what happens, there will always be someone better.. but i guess.. probably whatever i say won't have any effect anyway.. after all, only HE can cheer you up ehh? haha =) love ya lots~!

Yu Zhen. the discipline head! haha.. didn't talk to u much earlier this yr.. only the later half.. but now i know what a crapper u can be haha.. great fun to be around you too ^^ must accept changwen and zhibin leh.. if not both of them will be heartbroken lol xD

Zhi Bin. another funny guy in the class... hmm.. i really wonder how your hair defies gravity so much lol.. but yea, incredibly crappy guy too =D

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alright.. this post has taken a few days to finally write finish.. and it's done! yay! haha.. remember to write one for me if u haven't! ^^ but seroiusly.. looking through the class list.. do i realise the amount of crappers and lamers our class has haha..really enjoyed this 2 yrs with you guys..

2A1'06 forever~

2006-11-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

yo!
back to post again.
lol..
anyway..
had band yesterday..
went late cause mel and i had the dumb maths project crap.
which now reminds me we still haven't done much..
anyway, after the maths went to band..
and yet again, when ac goes outside, and one or 2 sections start playing the same thing..
the whole band starts playing together..
lol surprising that we are able to keep tempo without a conductor xD
today, went to my sis R.O.M
which is registry of marriage, in case you didn't know, lol
anyway..
the matrimonial ceremony was abit long winded?
haha was part time photographer there xD
but i shall not post any photos..
since it's like family photos?
lol xD
then after that went to the SSO concert..
first half was kinda boring, except for the E.T theme.
anyway, nothing much to talk bout anymore..

2006-10-31T18:34:00.000+08:00

hmm..
back again to post!
lol..
umm..
spent the whole afternoon doing dumb stuff..
like the whole list of crap u can now see in my profile area..
lol..
abit hard to read for now, but i'll see what i can do about it..
oh well..
gtg for dinner, have fun reading! lol

2006-10-30T10:08:00.000+08:00

haha did a weird nerd quiz thingy..
looks like i'm not!
yay!!
lol k thats just lame..
actually, thats all i wanted to post =.=
nothing else much to talk..
so, cya!
and remember to tag me.

2006-10-29T19:13:00.000+08:00

haiz so sian nowadays..
nothing much to do..
which reminds me..
i still have a maths project competition to finish =.=
that suucckssss
bleh..whatever

It is only human to err.
though sometimes i really hate myself for falling in love with you.
i really just can't understand girls.
i really want to hate you.
but i just can't bring myself to.

2006-10-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

reading lots of fanfics again recently lol..
anyway, feeling kinda bored..
so here's something i read around recently.

You Don't Miss It Till It's Gone

Once, a sparrow fell in love with a white rose.
The sparrow proposed to the rose..
But she declined, saying that when she turned red, that would be when she would love him.
So..
The Sparrow tore himself apart.
Turning the white rose red with his blood.
The rose then loved the sparrow.
But by then, it was too late.
The sparrow was already dead.

-numina-namine

2006-10-28T09:54:00.000+08:00

haiz ..
I'm so bored nowadays..
nothing to do.
anyway, went to jp / vivo yesterday..
finally bought presents for jeff and yw haha
watched world trade center at vivo..
umm..
wasn't as good as i thought it would be..
it's supposed to be sad..
but i guess i wasn't really in the mood for it
so it was abit boring..
oh well..another wasted $8 T_T
anyway..
nothing much to blog about these days..

2006-10-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmm..
so here i am again..
spent the whole night yet again trying to do stuff...
lol
anyway..
managed to get the songs up.. it's at the right there in case your blind..
haha
anyway, sometimes it works somtimes it works sometime it doesn't..
hafta try and fix that..
lol..

2006-10-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

alright...
after soooo long..
perhaps it's time to redo my blog.
anyway..
certain things aren't working properly yet.
like the cbox..
which umm..
seems to refuse to work =.=
anyway..
should be able to get it up soon.
hopefully.

Edit :
hahas
managed to get the cbox up and running..
and no, i will not do the surveys..
not yet anyways..
alright, leave comments on the blog people..
if it sucks tell me and i'll change.
NOT
lol abit insane from the gambling going on in our class
looking forward to it again tommorow
lol..

2006-08-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

haha ignore the post on the unable to login thing bleh
something wrong with blogspot haha
anyway..
today band was fun!
see the e flat clarinet and e flat horn.
omg so damn cute la!!!!
lol
went to mac after that with a few others..
finished at like 7?
so late..
anyway..
gonna go do hw.

i don't know what to do anymore.

2006-08-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

haiz..
no mood to blog nowadays..
maybe i should just close down this blog..
haiz

2006-08-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

maybe some things were just never meant to be.

2006-07-28T19:02:00.000+08:00

hmm so long haven't posted..
i think 3 weeks??
haha
sad that the reason i came back to blog was because of something bad..
but whatever..
anyway, had band today..
went down to test out sound quality in open-air..
however..
our band is just way to small to play concert pieces in open-air nicely..
oh well..
after that we had drills..
den aisyah went over to ncc to ask for the people..
before today ncc already promised us they would send over a few people to help band with drills..
and today they were like..
wah begging ah?
go and die la
since when were we begging for your help..
stupid stuck-up assholes.
we shouldn't have even asked for your help in the first place..
haiz..
whatever..

-CtWinds-
-Play Good - Feel Good - Sound Good -

2006-07-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

argh..
just found out that theres gonna be a rehearsal for the sc investiture tomorrow..
AGAIN
wtf?
thats like the fourth or fifth practice?
why the hell do you need 4 or 5 rehearsals to get the dumb thing correct?
it's just walking in, then after awhile, walking back
what the hell in that warrants 4 or 5 practices..
dammit..
this kind of shitty crap really makes me think that being a sc sucks..
so much time and effort to be put in..
yet also have to put up with these kind of crappy decisions?
haiz
i hate this.

2006-07-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

haiz..been so depressed lately..
plus had fever and lots of other things over the weekend..
no mood to blog..
haiz

i feel so dead.

2006-07-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

today school dismissed at 12 noon
cause of some MOE excel fest thingy
after school went around doing some stuff..
den met up with hansen and nic to get band room key to get instruments
went to call miss seah..
but nic called wrong number and we thought she wasn't available..
dots =.="""
den we went around clementi central looking for a place to eat
walk one big round..oso cannot find space..
den met up with banany and my evil-mother xPPPP
den went into this bakery shop and they bought some stuff to eat
den went to kfc and ate..
but the 2 girls had to go
y?
i oso dunno lol XD
umm hansen..
dun so down la..
cheer up
everything will be alright in time..
i hope..
anyway, after that went back to sch
after much fussing around..
finally got the key..
was around 3+ when we left the sch
went over to hansen's house after that
played lotsa stuff and omg!!!
his house so big leh..
haha
but i have to say,
hansen is a damn good teacher..
haha
he tried his best to teach me the lith harbour maple song..
which i almost can play..
but still have some parts which i keep forgetting haha
den after that went back to clememti with nic and took a bus back
had dinner with relatives
couldn't eat much..
dunno why,
but the right side of my body is like so numb?
and my right arm and leg is so pain la.. >.<
and have cough and fever somemore..
sianz..
my cousin brought her bf to intro
wah sian >.<
i'm the only one left who is single..
everyone else all has someone to pei them liao..
bleh..
oh well..
what to say?
the food sucked.
real bad.
no offence to them but it really did
bleh =P
anyway..this post is getting to long..
shall stop here..

yn, your life is yours to live..
whatever you do, nobody can stop you..
cause it's your life ^^
and i'll always be there to support you whenever you need me~
so cheesy =PPP bleh

haiz..is my love for you so weak that just a few words from others can change my view of you?
maybe it really is an infactuation and i've been lying to myself all along..
sometimes i really don't know what to do anymore..
to go on..or to give up..
that is the hardest choice i have to make..
haiz..

2006-07-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

umm..
today was okay bah
sch was sian again..
as always ^^
and then..
band was always not bad bah..
but really no discipline la..
but shall not say too much..
haiz..
dun really have much to blog..
oh well..

haiz..u deserve someone better then me..
thats all i can think about nowadays..
but i hope you know that i'll always be thinking of you..
never forgetting that you'll always be the best..

2006-07-02T09:19:00.000+08:00

went to syf oc testerday with yn, ky, cm and gw
some parts of it was really sian tho..
but mostly it was fun ^^
swiss winds were there too..
umm..
cant really hear them very well cause we're sitting quite far =P
well the 2 guest bands from thailand and malaysia were goooooood
haha
the top 3 display bands were also very good
wish our band was like that >.<
the mass display was the funniest tho, with the metal tubing XDDD
den we all started making sick comments =.=""
and omg?
the drinks are $2..
wth!!!!
oh well...
then after that walked back to the mrt station..
they say wanna go jp..
one end to the other end >.<
met my friend from primary school there..
apparently gw also knew him haha
talked for awhile..
den boarded the mrt..
the ride there was so funny la..
so many..sick jokes.
lol
den ky almost fell asleep when she sat down haha
went to long john to have dinner...
den gw kept dropping chilli sause on his pants lol..
after that we walked back to the bus interchange/mrt
den cm and ky went to talk mrt..
wah couple seh =PPPP
den i and gw and yn went to take bus..
queued with them for awhile..
but they had to wait for second bus cause no space..
then they queued until inside the barrier liao..
so i go in like very guai liddat >.<
so i went off..
like took 1hr to reach home..
bleh..
anyway, time to go do hw..

maybe we just aren't fated to be...

2006-06-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

shit that stupid murali..
asshole...
knn la..
want us come back on monday for 1hr!
wtf..
i wanna kill him la
holiday come back one hour..
i dunno if that is insanely retarded or what la..
stupid idiot...
he is one of the main reasons that make me want to quit the council..
stupid loser..
bias..
den stupid somemore..
how the shit did some fucktard like him get into teaching..
i think he just just jump off the building and die.
argh..
i'm damn pissed at him right now..
haiz..
shall not dwell on the bad things anymore..
but i really feel like quitting the council right now..
but maybe i'll stay on for awhile..
but if he does another stupid idiotic retarded act..
then i'll quit the council..
dun really like it anyway..
cannot use hp..
must act like role model..
why the shit should i act like something i am not..
i'm sick of it..
and if he DARES do ANYTHING..
and i mean ANYTHING..
including being bias to us again..
i will make sure personally that he is FIRED..
and if he isn't
i'll stab him to death..
i really really hate the sight of him.
alright..better stop before i start hitting something..

2006-06-28T19:35:00.000+08:00

ack..
cbox growing mould!!!!
haha nobody tagging me =(
oh well..
anyway, today was really fun! haha
excluding lessons of course..
science group finally done!
i'm with melvin and russell...
feel bad about kicking kelvin outta the group >.<
haiz sry kel =P
had lunch with nic teo and melvin..
was kinda funny..
anyway..
there was no conductor today..
ac and mas had to go judge SYF haha..
so ended up with alvin and aisyah conducting..
really have to say it's too slack..
those two really have good patience...
den lots of sectionals and stuff..
ended at bout 5.45?
but i and nic wanted to stay for awhile..
so after everyone went out to pack instruments..
aishah took my file..
so i couldn't play..bleh..
after awhile they wanted to lock the room..
so we went off together with some of the ex-cos
while we were walking at the quadrangle, saw npcc running around..
den we like so extra walk right through the middle..
hahaha
outside was like so funny..
it was like i was walking beside nic, and aishah was beside nic...
and we were all in a straight line..
and my body suddenly 'lost control',
and i slammed into nic causing him to fall into aishah XDDDDDDDDDD
was sooo damn funny haha..
oh well..
shall go do homework
cya ^^

2006-06-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

haven't posted for a long time..
oh well..
just very sian bah..
and the last few days have been very..
kinda like a rollercoaster ride?
sometimes i'm up,
sometimes i'm down..
haiz..
really dunno what's wrong with me sometimes..
hope all of this can just end and everything will return back to normal..
but...
this is real life, so i highly doubt it will..
just hope that everything will be better than what it is now...
really got lotsa things to do..
so shall not do a very long post..
and i haven't played water margin for 2 days straight!!!
XDDD
which is a new record since the start of this month!!!
haha kk i'm just crapping here..

sometimes it's just so hard to pretend that i feel nothing for you..
yet whenever i talk to you..
i keep feeling like i can't keep my feelings in anymore..
i wish i could just tell you how much you mean to me..

2006-06-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

haiz..
today was mostly boring as usual..
went for a haircut after lunch..
now my hair is like so super short la >.<
omg i find it looks so ugly..
haiz..what to do..

hopefully everything can turn out right in the end...

2006-06-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

omg >.<
so many things happened today in band lah..
haiz..
well the morning was alright..
mas was like umm...
kinda in a happy mood i think, cause he seemed nice today..
den after that, he seemed to make a giant fuss over the travel and food fair for sec 2..
well, shall not elaborate on that..
den ac came over and said,
"i had to drag myself over here(ctss) from another band just to see what the hell is the problem"
well..
13+people went for that fair thingy, so it is alot of people..
considering our band is already so small..
worse was that we sounded like crap over a piece that we were doing for about 2 months..
haiz...
sooooo..
the result is ac being so fed up that we have crap attendence every 2 weeks..
and that the attitude of some of the band members suck..
so now ac has officially left the building..
which means..
ctwinds is now currently conductor-less..
omgggggg
sian la..
hopefully he comes back la..
dammit..
i cannot believe the band (some) has a passion to kill itself..
aiya..
shall not elaborate too much..
oh well..
better go do homework before i jump off the building from stress of band..

Sometimes i wonder if this is all worth it...

2006-06-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

lala back to post! =D
anyway, was watching this show called 'In The Box' just now..
it shows what interogators do, or something like that..
and it's like, some of the 'techniques' that they use are just disgusting..
like for example, lying to the suspect about having evidence against them and threatening to put them in jail..
first of all, if u have evidence against someone..
you don't even need a freaking confession..
which is the first thing i realised..
so i find it just plain dumb..
and..
for the second one, if they confess, they already get jail time, so what is the point?
and people actually fall for it, though because they are under pressure..
i kinda hate the police for doing crap like this..
i mean, people getting jailed for 10 years just because a HAIR of the victim was found in the car of 1 of the suspects...
and the original jail time was 30+ years mind you..
the only reason they were released was because it was later found out that the dna of the murderer on the victim did not fit any of the suspects..
and it was highly suspected that the hair was planted there, and i'm guessing it's the stupid police who did it!
ah whatever..
it's not even my problem..
but now i hate interrogators for their stupid actions and 'techniques'
anyway, shall stop ranting now..haiz

just give up on her will you?
she will never be yours..
i suggest you just turn around and never look back again.

Sick ><

2006-06-13T11:29:00.000+08:00

aiyoyo ah..
so long never blog le =PPP
shall blog and hope my fever goes away! =DDDD
anyway...monday band was...fun!
at least that was before mas came..
den it just became absolutely retarded..
i cannot believe he can make us repeat so many times without anyone stabbing him ><
aisyah for some reason seems to think that the poe we played before mas came was good..
which i think sounded like..
quote ac "Kanasai ah!"
lol XD
had fever that morning..
yet i still went to band ><
den halfway through during the break i couldn't take it ><
so i just went home..
mas like not happy with me liddat la..
please lor..
i'm sick, do u think the band will sound nicer with a sickly person playing?
dotz lor..
general office said i had 38 degrees lol..
and aisyah..
one day i'll make u tell me how u got that information XDDDD
u just wait..one day..one day...
anyway..
i'm feeling giddy again..so i shall stop blogging ><

2006-06-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes i don't know what i feel anymore...

dead...

lalala~~

2006-06-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

hihi everyone ^^
i'm back again!!! =DDDD
haha camp was fun..
okay very very fun =P
well..did so many things during the camp..
so i shall not talk much about it..
honestly, i don't really have the mood to blog much..
but i have to blog to keep it dust-free! weeee!!!
anyway..for those who haven't noticed, i changed the blog song..
might consider changing it to a happier one if i'm free..
haiz..band today...
really was..kinda sucky to be honest..
found out about mon band stuff..
i mean comon..
20+ people?!?!?!
like wtf leh so little..
haiz i really hate ponners now..
aiya..
i really have no mood to blog now..
maybe later or something

Sometimes i ask myself if i'm happy with my life..i still have yet to find the asnwer..haiz..

Science Centre

2006-06-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

haha since for the next 3 days i have leadership camp, i might as well blog so it won't seem stagnant for the next few days...
well, today went to the science centre for the questa club thingy..
had so much fun..
whole day was doing puzzle 1 and 2..
those that went before will understand what i'm saying ^^
well standing for so long is kinda tiring, but oh well the kids were entertaining haha XD
just saw mel's blog and saw that he went to the pc show too..
but i didn't see him there..
haiz next few days gonna die liao...
2 days of leadership camp..den next day full day band T_T
sure die le lah..
haiz dun wanna post le..
wana enjoy more of what is left of my free time for this few days =PPP

2006-05-31T18:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we're so caught up in the hustle and bustle of life that we lose track of the things we really want to do..
haiz..dun really have the mood to blog..
so i shall test out my 'start a new line after each sentence' way of typing =DDDDDDDDD
anyway, band was fun..
i mean, really really fun haha..
and there was like a half and hour break in between for us to go buy coffee or whatever we want haha..
i stayed in band room with some others to practice though..
then because we played pretty well, and he liked it, so he started talking to us and stuff...
den he dismissed us like 40mins early..
and like most of us didn't believe it haha..
den around i think..a third of the band stayed back for combined sectionals which was sooo fun again =PPP
well..even though the day started well..some things just HAD to happen..
ac(band instructors for those who don't know) told us that we will be starting on our SYF piece next week..
and omg guess what?
next week mon and wed has leadership camp!!!!!!!!!
so like wtf lor..
after the unofficial combined sectionals, i and some others went to find ms seah to get her to excuse me for leadership camp..
but because murali happened to be the one in charge..
and with he stupid bias attitude towards band..
well of course he refused..
if i remember correctly, he said something like.."i mean how much can u miss by not going to 2 practises?"
i remember quite clearly he said that..
and if i remember correctly( this one i'm not too sure..i have short-term memory, so sry =PPP) he said "how much can u learn from blowing and instrument?"
which kind of pissed me off..
and it reminded me of what ac said, " teachers like to ask me for band members to go do something else while during my band time..for example, someone(i dun wana say the name)
was called up by the teacher and asked to go clean the classroom..so now sweeping the floor is more important than band?and if during term time, i asked the teachers to excuse them to go practice would they allow?"
i like so totally agree with him la..
haiz..he just really is a good teacher, beginning to like him more and more ^^
well he is abit wierd and ecentric though haha..
oh well..was planning to keep the blog short, but it became long anyway..
and for those who wana know, somehow ms seah managed to get the camp shortened to 2 days so i can go for wed band, though it's gonna be darn tiring..
maybe i should just dun go altogether..
and selina..ur just so funny haha..
funny ah? =PPPPPP
kk i'm just crapping already.. =.= darnit..getting the crapping virus from nic teo!!!
AHHHH SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!
kk better stop before i die of drowning in my own crap lol XD

life sucks

2006-05-24T18:44:00.000+08:00

haiz..this few days really have been a rush and stuff..the investiture..the upcoming event on friday..den the ABSOLUTELY STUPID TODAY, WEDNESDAY..haiz today was just dumb..after sch, had to clean toilet..den stupid stains just would not come off..den had to rush off for council meeting..after that had to run off for band..halfway through...mr ho saw me..like wtf leh..den have to go for the smo..which i hardly ever remember ANYTHING from it even if i understand..i totally dunno wads the point of going seriously..den it's my grandfather's birthday today and i have to leave at 5.30 to go for dinner..so i just could not go for band la..so stupid..sianz lor..

so here i am blogging and i have to leave for dinner soon..haiz life sucks la..now i didn't go for band 2 times in a row..i am SOOOOO gonna die la..i think maybe just dying like..right now would be the best..i just hate my life..it sucks la..haiz i really want to hit something right now..absolutely pissed..nvm shall stop blogging before i start bashing the keyboard

2006-05-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

haiz..i don't even know why i'm here..i like dun even have anything to blog..yet here i am crapping..oh well..the weekend was mostly boring..it was like whole day playing game..and its seriously repetitive..and i'm extremely bored now..

oral sucked to be honest..i sure die liao la..i like dunno soooo many words in the passage..oh well doesn't matter anymore..to be honest nothing much matters anymore

haiz

2006-05-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

well..today's band had footdrill like wth la..mr chew had instructed as to do it in quadrangle somemore..abit paiseh la..ncc was at the other end somemore haiz..oh well and to those bastards who snickered at us while u walked pass, if i wasn't fall-ed in, i would have punched u in the face, and so would the rest of the band u retard..so shut ur f-ing trap

anyway..started raining after ending lol.. den i went up to bring my instrument home den went to class..hmm and i'm really sry shi yun..i mean comon la it was just a joke..and i just have to post my opinion..i mean seriously, from my point of view, your too matured or at least your good at acting it..coz i mean it isn't even lesson time.. and i think the school wanted this painting thing was because they wanted the students to bond (which i don't think happend) and anyway..as i was saying its not lesson is just relax..to me, being immature is seriously the easiest way to like..unwind ^^ well..

and for those who weren't there, too bad that you dun understand =P and shi yun..about ur talk about unfair crap, here's reality, THE WORLD ISN'T BLOODY FAIR... it's just that simple..dun say wad shit about boys shouldn't bully girls cause nothing is fair in this world..if u keep believing that..well then gd luck to you in the future..anyway i really am sorry, but i have to say my opinion..

anyway, i don't feel like blogging anymore..shall go try my new flute weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..haha okay i'm crazy

Band

2006-05-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

haha band yesterday was kinda fun~ =D b4 start of band i was like just going through my scales and mr chew said i was pretty good o.O den i was like huh? so he brought his handphone and asked me if he thought we can play this ultra fast flute intro for the SYF i was like omg thats like so way hard la ><

oh well..den the prince of egypt was kana sai leh.. "play till die" was the exact words =X haiz i didn't know we were playing that bad la..coincidence that the whole section is bad at running up the scale LOL...haiz oh well it was fun anyway..

oh and omg YES changin instrument haha =P gonna go try out my new flute on friday, tomorrow =D haha hope it's as good as i remember.. ^^

anyway..GEO GOT 81 OMG WEEEEEEEEEEEE haha okay i'm crazy already.. 1st in class =P yay so happy..den lit got 71 ^^ 2nd in class..okay bah not that bad..haiz

internet went down b4 i started blogging..oh well i better go sleep now b4 my father scolds..haiz and i hope the internet doesn't go down again..

Sometimes Giving Your Best Is Still Not Enough

A Payment May Not Always Give An Equal Reward
-Adapted from Full Metal Alchemist

Band

2006-05-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

If something is worth doing, it's worth doing well..just realised mr chew talks like a sage haha..he preaches alot..not that i mind tho..he's more like a lifeskills teacher den a band instructor o.O

anyway, band was kinda uneventful other den mr chew trying to get the sec 1s in..and us pissing him off..well it wasnt my fault..i was like stoning there and the dumb cornets behind (i have a feeling its turtoise man only) were playing..like wth? den mr chew scolded us said if u dun wana play, go home..just pack up, and go home.and then there was like silence and the comittee members were like trying to figure out wad to do..

well..in the end he still conducted, tho abit unwillingly at first..and he said that the other ug hate us because we have no discpline and make ourselfs hated..well i agree abit on the no discpline part..but not the make ourselfs hated..oh well..

i finally feel like i'm liking prince of egypt haha..oh well mr chew went thru kinda slow today..kept saying if u just wana play it like crap, we can just stop playing..wads the point in playing when u play it like shit? oh well i agree on that..and well..i oso dunno why i play it so suckily =X

haiz couldn't seem to concentrate thru band..maybe coz of my marks.. like HOLY SHIT omgggggg its so low la T_T..okay well not that low..just low in my eyes =D hmm lets see..it was 77 for my maths and 78.5 for my sci..eng teacher on mc, chi teacher didn't give out coz we nvr bring the question paper =P

haiz and it seems like the teachers keep emphasizing the point that we have the LOWEST MARK IN THE WHOLE LEVEL..aiyo dumb la..haiz oh well nvm bah...hopefully my other subs can do just as well or better (except for chi which i hope i can get a b4 or b3 i happy liao)

oh well imma go have my dinner, time to stop blogging =D

Do something that you believe in, if you don't believe it, don't do it..Don't do things just because others are doing it or just to go through the motion of it..And sometimes even if you try your best and do what you believe in, and still do badly at it, its alright..at least you did your best =)

time flies so fast...

2006-05-14T18:27:00.000+08:00

haiz last few days had nothing to post..and here i am wif nothin to post and i'm blogging..okay that made totally no sense at all >.>

anyway, last few days went by soooo fast..and now the weekend is almost over =( haiz this week is gonna be the week where ALL WILL BE REVEALED!!!!!!!!haha okay thats just lame..

wish the holidays would come faster..staying at home or going out wif friends seem so fun! =P can't wait to go watch movies..x-men seems nice..tho superman returns is like lame? kk wadever i'm talking crap here..

shall stop blogging here b4 more crap spews out from my mouth

If You Know That I Love You I Wonder What You Would do...

exams over!!!

2006-05-12T09:18:00.000+08:00

haha sry bout not posting for so long..exam so i no mood to blog..bleh..anyway, the exams were overall easier den i thought it would be (chi fail liao T_T) haiz den last day of exam gotta stay back for wad sc crap meeting la =.= dots leh..last day of exam cannot let us enjoy ah? i was even thinking of going back to my old sch la..den wif the dumb sc meeting at 12 NOON FOR GODS SAKE omg la..den had to wait a few hours...

oh well, the meeting was just to brief us on our first project..haiz..lucky during the break i dragged nic teo to talk..lucky la if not i bored to death liao..and like nic said in his blog, we talked bout everything yet nothin at the same time lol..

for the first time in soooooooooooooooooo long my mum let me stay up late last night =D haha missed staying up after not doing so for so long..was chatting wif my mei the whole night haha..thanks mei for the help ^^

die liao la T_T

2006-05-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

dumb la the stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid chi test..so hard la..sure fail one..haiz..den geog was soso bah i guess..not as bad as i expected it to be..den heard that the lit test is gonna have 25 MARKS ESSAY QUESTION like wth?miss soh like nvr explain anything at all la T_T haiz sianz lor..oh well..dun feel like blogging anymore..

Tatty Bear~!

2006-05-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

haha lets start my post wif a short story i saw recently..

A man walking along a beach saw a boy picking starfishes from the beach and throwing them back into the ocean. The tide was low and the starfishes would die if they stayed on the beach. The man walked over to the boy, "Hmm? What are you doing?" he asked. "The starfishes will die soon, so i'm trying to save them by throwing them into the sea," said the boy. "But the beach is miles long and who knows who many more starfishes there are on the beach, how can u possibly help them?" questioned the man. The boy merely listened politely before turning around and walking a few steps before picking up a starfish and throwing it into the ocean. "Well i made a difference for that one..." he said with and innocent smile..

haiz i just find that story sooo nice =P

anyway.. i just recently keep having this urge to go to the band store to get my flute to play.. i can't stand not having it on my table to play during my free time =/ really shows how much i miss playing my instrument..and band altogether..haiz

and mel..recently u've become really distant nowadays..u arent even talking to us anymore..if u dont want to i guess its fine, but i doubt i'll be able to do anything to cheer u up.. but i know sy and selina will cheer u up eventually ^^ hopefully we can still be friends then =D

mei..u really gotta have more confidence in urself..u always say what i'm better or what (other then chi >.>) but seriously, if u just believe in urself more, i know u'll do much much better then me ^^ i believe in you..jia you~!

...

2006-05-01T18:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes life no longer seems to hold any meaning anymore ...

omg dumb internet ><

2006-04-29T18:26:00.000+08:00

phew finally able to post again!! weeeee!

haiz stupid internet keeps refusing to connect la =/ den cannot go online..

english test was avg i guess..nothin special other then the free 8 marks from summary which was ultra dumb =.="" met up with meimei and alot of 2b1 people outside their class ^^ walked wif nic teo to the coffeeshop and found mei waiting there haha..whole 2b1 go mac la den i like go there so extra =/ oh well..prob won't be posting anytime soon as internet will prob go off soon haiz..

well nothin much to talk about this week..

Ja ne~!

this sucks...

2006-04-23T11:43:00.000+08:00

hihi guys =D back to post again..last few days was sooo busy >.>

alright..i'll start on fri..

Friday~
after sch went to comp mastery for some lame adobe photoshop lesson..den stayed back to do geog project..but in the end nvr do =.= aiyo la..but nvm, can do it another day..den went home to get my stuff for speech day and sc camp(sc= student counciler for those who don't know)..met hane on the way to mac and had lunch wif mel and some of the seniors..speech day we were like crazy late la..mr chew was like keep getting us to go down but nobody wanted to..went down and saw them doing rehearsal liao la..stuuuuuupid.. anyway, everything went pretty okay..but we only played abit of instant concert and didn't play smoke on the water..haiz..den we had to fall in at the back like wtf? den during the vip walking past part, ben was like using the bassoon to wave at the vip den the girls behind laughed..and mr fat ass murali was walking past and he stared at us and said "your stay back after this!" like wtf?

stupid la..den in the end oso nothin happened.. after pac k instrument we all went down for photo taking..oh and stupid other ccas took our drinks la..knn..anyway, the photo taking was supposed to be fun..well the first part was fun..until fat ass murali came AGAIN..i mean wth? he stalks the band issit..den he scold us for making so much noise la..i mean wtf, it was only 1 scream..as in O-N-E......STUPID ASSHOLE..even said if we cant control ourselfs we shouldn't be in the band like WHAT THE F***..if u urself can't control urself NOT TO BE BIAS, U URSELF SHOULDN'T BE IN THE TEACHER LINE SO F OFF ASSHO**...

den after that, i think hazel screamed again..I DID NOT EVEN HEAR IT and the fuc*** murali came again and said we too noisy..WTF LA..I MEAN U TURN AROUND AND LOOK BEHIND U.. THE REST OF THE CCAS ARE SCREAMING RIGHT BEHIND UR F-ING ASS LA..stupid idiot..den he chased us out of the quadrangle..stupid assholes..we were thinking of bringing our instruments and blasting the whole god-damned square..ass la he..and i had to go off before the miss seah thing..so i didn't know what happened..but from what i know, i think miss seah didn't do a shit.. which abosultely pisses me off entirely..if this goes on right, we might as well make mr chew the teacher-in-charge..he does a hell of a better job la..at least he stands up for our band..not like some teachers..

who are too stupid and scared to stand up for the CCA THAT THEY ARE IN CHARGE OF...haiz..den when i went to ask the stupid fat ass murali wad time and where to report for the sc camp..HE GIVE ME ATITUDE..KNN F OFF LA..DUN WAN BAND MEMBERS INSIDE ISSIT..COME LA KICK ME OUT..STUPID BIAS FREAK...i am absolutely disgusted by the amount of biasness against the band..lemme say this once and for all..all those teachers bias against us and the t-in-charge who dun care bout us, U CAN F-ING GO AND DIE LA ASSH***S

Friday-Sat
anyway..time to go to happier thoughts..the sc camp was kinda fun..other den the fat ass still giving me atitude..u can go f urself u f-face..sleeped at 2+..den woke up at 6+ like no time to sleep la =/..shoo tired.dismissed at 1+ den had the lunch they provided and went off..my father fecthed me home =P thanks ^^...tho too bad he won't hear it >.>

den after that went to chloe's barbeque!!watched one movie at her house den went down to bbq ^^..was ultra fun..tho i won't elaborate too much..reached at 12++ o.O haha, seniors and i and junhong and yr took mrt home..the rest got someone fetch or took cab home...

haiz i think thats about it..anyway..nobody can sue me, coz everything i said bout murali are all FACTS.. and thus they are not random rants about him..go ask every single band member who were there..they'll all agree he's an ass..purely because he is..hope mr chew will complain to the sch bout the bias freaks that are teachers..they should be slaughtered and hung in the air for everyone to see..and by slaughtered i meant tortured to death over the period of like 1 year...

life sucks...

2006-04-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

haiz..came online just to blog before i sleep =/ was watching the show missing just now..the number of people missing is simply insane..i seriously pity the family members of those people..to those who think ur depressed just cause of a few things, try to imagine what those family members are feeling..hopefully u might get over ur depression...

wah sch today rained sooooo heavily..so many places like flooded liddat..haha..chi paper 1 i die liao la..so hard to write lor..just realised that mr murali(hope i spelled that correctly) is like ultra funny..during sc meeting he kept making jokes..

sry mei for not coming online after dinner...my bro was using the comp and i only could use the laptop now..so another day kay? until then, just keep ur spirits high..try laughing more, it helps being manical sometimes ^^ that goes for u too mel..stop being moody all the time and cheer up =)

anyway, if anyone wants me to link them, tag me and leave a link behind please, thanks ^^

No mood..

2006-04-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

sianz la..maths test was like totally no time to finish la..i minus 6 marks already because i can't finish T_T..but wadever la..i was oso abit sianz to think and stuff

then chi die liao..oh ya, thanks alot mei for helping me wif my chi!!! u're the best! ^^ anyway, sry to disappoint u mei, but i think i'll still fail anyway..haiz..den i skipped paper 1 coz of the maths competition..

Ctss in the maths competition got thrased like crazy..its like scrable, only instead of words it's equations =.=.. abit wierd i guess..den i was so bored that i couldn't think...den mel was like...um...ultra depressed?..yea thats the way to put it..maybe it rained coz of him =X

anyway, cheer up mel..even if u think that nobody cares about u..there definitely is someone out there...so dun get so depressed..just cheer up and go on with life..wads in the past is in the past, forget about it..

den after the maths competition ended early and went back to sch for band..cornet section i. hate. you. i mean please la..just play properly and we can go on la..and i agree wif mel, those who always pon band, go and die!..den anyways, mr chew let us play prince of egypt..and it was like, u can actually hear almost the whole band gasping when he said that..i dunno why so many band members like it so much..

den afterward went to kfc for dinner..den wtf la..aisyah said that justin was at kfc..den end up he was not there..den i was like sitting there alone, so sianz..on the way out so selina..i wave at her say hi den she like look at me like i siao liddat =.=...

haiz..recently it seems i can't seem to concentrate on anything anymore..sometimes i wonder if i die, who would miss me..tho i guess nobody...maybe i should start off first..i think quite a number of people might follow..if u jump, i jump..

{If You Rush Through Everything You Do Too Fast, You'll Miss The Finer Things In Life..So Slow Down And Smell The Flowers}

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haiz

2006-04-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

sianz lor...tml got 2 tests..maths and chi(chi sucks =P) and i still haven't studied for either!!!omg i'm soooo gonna die..the darn chi like so hard to remember lar..den maths i studying now..

just did my science assignment ws just now and packed my sci file, looks so neat now haha..haiz..time passes so fast on a weekend..wish it could slow down more

anyway, scrable competition today was fuuuuuun!!!but our team got utterly and totally thrased like crazy =X..first match was like against RI lor..den third match AGAIN RI.. den fifth match was against kent ridge lor..wah lao..but it was still pretty fun

den bryan was like acting totally crazy thru out the whole thing..like he from IMH liddat..but at least he was damn funny and cheering the whole team up..thanks for the crazy antics bryan..

aiya..better stop blogging and go study before i fail my tests.. alright nitex all!

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Depressed..

2006-04-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

haiz seriously..more and more people i know are starting to break down and get depressed...i mean please..just cheer up kay?this moody atmosphere i keep getting when talking to u guys are really bringing me down..try to look on the bright side..

anyways, on to brighter things! ^^ today's concert was absolutely fun! haha, rushed home after maths olympiad just to change..almost got there late..den met wif mel and aisyah and the rest..the concert was very nice!! aboslutely wonderful..den we were cheering for ms yip like crazy haha..after the concert we wanted to go to clementi mac for midnight snack..but it was like 10.30 so i and a few others went back home instead..

mei..cheer up kay? the moody and depressed emotion just doesn't suit u, hope u find happinesss soon..

Phew!

2006-04-12T21:07:00.002+08:00

haha finally done everything!!except the links..but since i have so little people to link to..its not that
big a matter..anything thanks to my mei who tried to help me but halfway thru went afk..so i went on to finish it up..thanks for trying anyway ^^..

and omg!! theres like 2 tests tml..geo and sci..and i still havent studied for geo yet..i'm sooo gonna die T_T

tday's speech day was ultra hot..i mean like scroching, even tho i was under the tree =X..but anyway, saw my mei marching ^^ sho nice haha...band played kinda horribly..but nvm, it was fun!

cheer up kay mei? dun be so depressed all the time..its bad for health ^^

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2006-04-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

hihi and welcome to my new blog!! ^_^ anyways..i still have alot of things to edit and stuff..i'm not really used to html language so if someone could kindly help me out...that would be great..

Things To Do

Get a Tagboard
Change this irritating font
Get my info and stuff up
Arrange everything up

oh well..i'll do that another day.. imma go sleep now..nitex all